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Tuesday, September 16, 2003
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Last night was a pretty busy one for me so i apologise for not posting anything then... Not much to talk about - it was a pretty miserable night all in all with even less to say about the day. Tried to do my assignment but didn't get far, just can't seem to focus at all these days *sigh*... Managed to have a pretty heartfelt talk with my mother about the current state of my mind (which is not in a good way i assure you) as well as listening to quite a few other people and their problems on icq... hey, maybe i should become a shrink! ;) I hope you all find what you're looking for soon enough! Hope i helped anyhow... :) *urgh* So tired right now - this lack of sleep is really wearing me down... Well, another day of OSS politics with the heat being turned up and the MONYX big-wigs being called in, and Jason being at the focus of it all - can't say i envy him. Tommorow is his 'hearing' so to speak (and you know it can't be that good when they bring in a Community Services counsellor for it) and me and Julian will attend it with him... let's hope all goes well and that whatever punishment is rendered to him will not be serious. The real Götterdämmerung will be taking place on Saturday in order to resolve the election and OSS issues which were brought up in the wake of Jason's letter and i've been told to come in order to assist in moderating it due to my being the previous OSS Director... better get some sleep before that. :( Oh, and Helle the current Director has retired today. Things could not be worse for my ISO (and it seems we;re not alone, MUISS in Clayton is having some major internal strife as well apparently - why all of this, all at the same time?). :( Think i'm slowly going mad with all of these various factors pounding my brain every day - assignments, people confiding in me, me confiding to my parents, OSS exploding, NLC slacking, not having gotten the NUS position, my (somewhat) secret crush, lack of a social life, passport renewal, OSHC, etc, etc, etc... *SIGH* Verily, i can feel my grip on reality slipping. Hopes and expectations. What a bitch... I somehow seem to recall what Julian said of me: "He is a person who bottles up feelings and worries to avoid troubling other people. For your sake please please find someone whom you can share your troubles with." I wish. I truly do. Anyhow, in case you don't know, i'm in the OSS lounge right now for round 4 with 'the assignment that never dies'. Jason is keeping me company and pissing in his pants while watching Ju-On (The Grudge). Pretty sure no one really understands... no... realises the turmoil going on in my head at the moment... I was always good at hiding things. ;) Read some interesting articles today... Apparently scientists have found a link between infrasound and its ability to cause strange sensations and reactions to physical objects and the human psyche - explaining the supernatural finally? See for yourself. Also, its been found that pre-born babies smile, cry and and move their facial muscles... think of the implications for those pro-lifers. Not to mention the questions raised like the ability to spot genetic deformities prior to birth. Check it out here. Ok enough ranting... back to life... :( Two more weeks of this.
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