Mood: Not good...
Currently listening to: I've Got You Under My Skin - Frank Sinatra and Bono

Not the best day of my life... was plagued by dizzy spells and little illusions outside of reality for most of the day - but thankfully mainly in the morning. It's a little funny how surreal the world seems these days... Shit. I really think i'm losing the plot now... ah, les belles fantasmes...

Anyhow, went to get the CAT scan done at 10:30am (thanks to Janice and my ma for all those wake up calls) only to find out that they couldn't take my Worldcare assist card, and asked me to pay $300 upfront (which i did not have). So i did the only thing i could and rescheduled. So much for OSHC. Hmmm... have to remember to check up their policy plan tommorow.

Felt a little strange on the way back (no idea but i've been FREEZING all day... was wearing something like four layers of clothing for the entire day) so i decided to skip Cookie and head straight for the OSS lounge to rest my addled brain. Good thing too since i felt a lot better after that.

Had lunch with Taufiq who happened to be around at the time and we proceeded to the city where he was looking to apply to RMIT and for some coffee. That's when we parted and i ended up at Cookie after all (thank God i brought that laptop with me) and managed to pull off a miniscule amount of work while i was at it. Had what i think was a small panic attack on the tram back for no apparent reason - instant perspiration and laboured breathing are novel concepts for me. Didn't feel too good after that so i sauntered back to the lounge and hung around with Alex for a while and did some LAN gaming which cheered me up greatly. Got a lift home after and that was pretty much my day.

Oh yeah, kicked out some car's headlight as well - can't remember why...

Got a lot of calls today. Biggest surprise was from my mother - she'll be down here tommorow morning (Tuesday) at 10am. Good thing too, i was starting to feel the pinch from my rampant drinking from a few weeks back and now i can probably get that CAT scan done... although i do admit that i feel a bit nervous if i should show any strange behaviour around her - i mean, she's my mother and all y'know? Also got asked to go clubbing with Rachel, to which i had to decline, and having coffee with Caroline, who is apparently bored shitless and wanted to catch up, so will probably see her on the weekend. Still want to go Dizzy's tommorow in order to relax... (we still on Charmaine?)

Exam on Friday but i don't really give a shit. Ah well. Something tells me its going to be a hell of a week...

Don't you know y'old fool
You never can win
Use your mentality
Wake up to reality

But each time i do
Just the thought of you
Makes me stop before i begin
Cause i've got you
Under my skin